something about this just makes me feel old.
reasons i wish we could all stay vs. reasons i can't wait to go home, conveniently appearing in back-to-back moments earlier tonight:
moment 1: i'm out in the lounge reading when claire comes back from home to spend the night before her final tomorrow morning. i say hi to her and her father as they come in, and after he leaves and she gets settled she comes back out to the lounge to study. we each read in silence for a bit and then start talking about a great range of things: dreams, how i used to think there was a secret floor on top of my elementary school, dreams, the nature of time, hallucinations, "symbology," tardiness; i'd hoped i woud run into her tonight.
moment 2: i go back to my apartment only to find one roommate and a couple of other guys who don't live here watching some vapid movie and laughing obnoxiously. i grab an orangina, make a beeline for my room and i hardly come back out and have no plans to before sleeping.
distilled, simplified version: good conversations with interesting people vs. inane, annoying men. it's not that i want to get away from people (my usual feeling this time of year), it's that i want to get away from some of these people.
moment 1: i'm out in the lounge reading when claire comes back from home to spend the night before her final tomorrow morning. i say hi to her and her father as they come in, and after he leaves and she gets settled she comes back out to the lounge to study. we each read in silence for a bit and then start talking about a great range of things: dreams, how i used to think there was a secret floor on top of my elementary school, dreams, the nature of time, hallucinations, "symbology," tardiness; i'd hoped i woud run into her tonight.
moment 2: i go back to my apartment only to find one roommate and a couple of other guys who don't live here watching some vapid movie and laughing obnoxiously. i grab an orangina, make a beeline for my room and i hardly come back out and have no plans to before sleeping.
distilled, simplified version: good conversations with interesting people vs. inane, annoying men. it's not that i want to get away from people (my usual feeling this time of year), it's that i want to get away from some of these people.
previous posts
- hideaway from your intricacies [snippets]
- put your hand over the side of the boat, and what ...
- the long goodbye
- reading day
- at least that's what we say we are doing
- we survived weather & climate
- the cartoon version of my father
- a winter talisman
- i'd forgotten what it really feels like
- saturday moment of ruthlessness
archives
- April 2006
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also me
- city lines magazine
- twitter (annus_mirabilis)
- ashley (almost a love song)
- kayleigh (i [verb] you)
- nicole (raise your hopeful voice)
- alli (what an odd-sized explosion.)
- haven kimmel's blog
- sara benincasa
- wonkette
- i blame the patriarchy
- who is ioz?
- a softer world
- toothpaste for dinner
- natalie dee
- married to the sea
- dinosaur comics
- xkcd
- terror island
- the perry bible fellowship
- cat and girl
- björk
- the decemberists
- the weakerthans
- sigur rós
- stephin merritt
- norfolk & western
- the essex green
- of montreal
- elephant 6
- arts&crafts
- laura veirs
- mary timony
- cbc
- alt weeklies
- al jazeera english
- george galloway
- marxists internet archive
- world socialist web site
- the pinky show
- quotidiana
- exit mundi
- the millennial abyss
- the revealer
- killing the buddha
- the brick testament
- colbert nation
- mcsweeney's internet tendency
- the brazen head
- iq infinity: the unknown james joyce
- ulysses by james joyce
- the leonard cohen files
- only revolutions
- luminarium
- geoffrey chaucer hath a blog
- haven kimmel
- purity of heart
- banana yoshimoto
- jeanette winterson
blogs
webcomics
music
news and political
curiosity, entertainery, and literary
about
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me: aspiring writer, 'music nerd,' seeker of beautiful moments, college student, armchair theologian, nominal quaker, 'the diet coke of emo with no caffeine,' eclectic left-winger, and generally someone who thinks about things too much.
this: unedited, uninhibited, and uninteresting thoughts, nebulous stream-of-consciousness ramblings of memory, inside jokes, obscure references, emotional paroxysms, and slices of life. sometimes there are pictures.
what people are saying about me
'...something entirely different from anybody i've ever known.'
- krystin
'...a nice boy.'
- laura
'...a maoist!'
- greg
'...elevate[s] emotional self-destructiveness to an art form.'
- greg
'...my favorite pixie.'
- lizzie
'...a damn good conversationalist.'
- kelly
'...blue-raspberry [pie]! or or maybe cranberry raisin.'
- becky
'i feel like a wide eyed kid in the socialist candy store...and [he's] the clerk.'
- christine
'...far too sensible and perceptive to be straight.'
- catherine
'...not british.'
- catherine
'...would have made a good medieval monk. one of the non-crooked ones.'
- catherine
'...should have been born a dolphin.'
- elizabeth
ATOM 0.3
'life was just a series of things i'd read about coming true.'
-- michelle tea, the chelsea whistle
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